{"id":15979,"date":"2017-03-10T17:27:31","date_gmt":"2017-03-11T01:27:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/?p=15979"},"modified":"2017-03-10T17:27:55","modified_gmt":"2017-03-11T01:27:55","slug":"pay-back-by-dr-raghavendra-rao","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/pay-back-by-dr-raghavendra-rao\/","title":{"rendered":"Pay Back: By Dr. Raghavendra Rao"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Priya sat at the edge of an Olympic size pool at the seaside Paradise Hotel in San Diego, dangling her feet in the water, splashing bubbles. \u201cLook at them, Karthik, how silvery but transient these bubbles are. Is love too, evanescent?\u201d \u2013 @Siliconeer #Siliconeer #Fiction #DrRaghavendraRao #Literature<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>\u201cPriya, don\u2019t say that,\u201d said Karthik. \u201cI\u2019m with you here because I trust you. My mother was hesitant at first when I said I\u2019ll go with you on a mini-vacation. I\u2019m just a physiotherapist and my dad a teacher, and we are a middle-class family. You, a neurosurgeon at UCLA, your dad is a gynecologist&#8230;,\u201d Priya continued.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPlease stop, Priya, I know all that. I love you. Look at the crescent moon, listen to the music of the waves, sense the caressing sea breeze and feel the warmth from the fire pit. Let these be the witnesses to my love. I promise, I\u2019ll treat you like my queen.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Karthik hugged Priya. Not keen to watch what may happen next, the bashful moon hid behind a cloud.<\/p>\n<p>Several weeks passed. Priya didn\u2019t see Karthik. She called him and AT&amp;T politely answered that he was not available and Dr. King was covering for him. She couldn\u2019t reach his parents either.<\/p>\n<p>One evening, Priya\u2019s high school friend, Vimala, from Bengaluru visited her. She was a software engineer and came to the U.S. on a three-month assignment. Over a cup of tea, snacks and gossip, Vimala said, \u201cYou won\u2019t believe this, Priya. I attended my friend, Anushka\u2019s wedding. What a lavish event! The <i>pandal<\/i> covered the whole street and the decorative lights mocked the stars. Her father owns a software company.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat does Anushka do?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe is a doctor. The groom also is an M.D. He came riding a camel for the wedding. I heard that Anushka\u2019s father had spent two crore rupees for the event.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cUtter waste of money. Anyway, who is this camel riding Arab?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKarthik, I believe, from Los Angeles. Works at UCLA. I heard he is a neurosurgeon, lucky guy.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Priya\u2019s stomach twisted into hundred knots and her face turned pale.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you okay, Priya?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cVimala, I\u2019m having a migraine attack. Excuse me, I need to rest. Keep talking with my parents.\u201d\u00a0 Priya excused herself, went upstairs, lay down and cried.<\/p>\n<p>Karthik went to Bengaluru with his parents to see his paternal grandparents. There they met Mr. Shankar and his wife, Anushka\u2019s parents, whom they knew for a long time. Anushka being a doctor and her parents\u2019 s status and their lucrative connections tantalized Karthik. Anushka too liked Karthik as she wished to subspecialize in Neurology and marrying him would facilitate her dream. Who will forgo a fortune when it knocks on the door?<\/p>\n<p>Days creeped by slowly for Priya. She got depressed, saw her doctor and swallowed Prozac capsules. They didn\u2019t help much. She spent sleepless nights, ate indiscriminately and gained weight.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBeti, I can\u2019t see you pining this way day by day. Go back to work, mingle with your friends and get involved. You\u2019ll feel better.\u201d Parvathi, Priya\u2019s mother, consoled her as Priya rested her head on her mother\u2019s lap.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMom, it hurts. I\u2019m very angry with Karthik and don\u2019t know how to get rid of this anger.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><a data-size=\"850x567\" href=\"http:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/PAGE-FICTION-PAYBACK-02.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-15942\" src=\"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/PAGE-FICTION-PAYBACK-02.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"850\" height=\"567\" title=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/PAGE-FICTION-PAYBACK-02.jpg 850w, https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/PAGE-FICTION-PAYBACK-02-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/PAGE-FICTION-PAYBACK-02-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/PAGE-FICTION-PAYBACK-02-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/PAGE-FICTION-PAYBACK-02-558x372.jpg 558w, https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/PAGE-FICTION-PAYBACK-02-400x267.jpg 400w, https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/PAGE-FICTION-PAYBACK-02-600x400.jpg 600w, https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/PAGE-FICTION-PAYBACK-02-560x374.jpg 560w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 850px) 100vw, 850px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u201cLet it go, Priya,\u201d said her father who was listening to the conversation from the living room.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s easy to say but hard to do,\u201d Parvathi replied. \u201cMy friends tell me great things about Swami Paramananda, in Santa Monica. He has an ashram near the beach. Let\u2019s go and spend a week there. I have heard that his very presence drives away one\u2019s troubles and tribulations.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMom, I don\u2019t think anyone can help me now. Perhaps you need a break. But, if you insist, I\u2019ll come with you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The ashram faced the Pacific Ocean. Swamiji sat in <i>Padmasana<\/i> pose surrounded by many devotees, each anxious to share his or her problems and receive wise advice. He patiently listened to their troubles and succinctly replied, which seemed to immensely satisfy them.<\/p>\n<p>Priya didn\u2019t talk but her mother, Parvathi, spoke.<\/p>\n<p>Swamiji calmly listened and smiled. He looked at Priya and said, \u201cThese things happen, Priya. Karthik always said that he loved you, but did he ever say he would marry you? You assumed so. Now, please accept things as they are and give it some time. You\u2019ll be all right.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Priya was not impressed. She whispered, \u201cMom, Swamiji is a bachelor. He doesn\u2019t know about falling in love or the pangs of rejection. How can he give me practical advice?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>At the end, Swamiji started community meditation. Everyone closed their eyes. Priya got bored, silently got up and went out for a walk.<\/p>\n<p>Several adults and children were on the beach. For those resting on the sand, the sounds of the waves gently touching the shore was a lullaby. Sea gulls glided effortlessly in the breeze without flickering even a single feather. A few sailboats floated lazily far away. The ambience was peaceful.<\/p>\n<p>Near the water, she saw a young couple playing with the waves, getting their feet wet. As she approached from behind, the young man\u2019s walk seemed familiar.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKarthik,\u201d Priya called.<\/p>\n<p>Karthik spun around. For a second he turned pale. \u201cYou? What\u2019re you doing here?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The young woman with Karthik, whom Priya assumed to be his wife, Anushka, stood silently, looking puzzled.<\/p>\n<p>Priya approached Karthik and faced him. \u201cYou cheat. You spineless worm! Listen. The ocean breeze, the waves, and the sea gulls are my witnesses. Take this.\u201d With all her might she slapped Karthik on his cheek, the power gushing out from months of bottled up anger and frustration.\u00a0 Karthik fell. Hearing the smack, several people looked at them.<\/p>\n<p>Karthik got up. His cheek was red and swollen. \u201cYou hurt me,\u201d he whined.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou hurt me here.\u201d Priya pointed to her heart. She turned around and walked briskly towards the Ashram. Parvathi was looking for her.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMom, I feel fine now. I got rid of my pent up emotions.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI told you, Beti. This Swamiji performs miracles.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Priya sat at the edge of an Olympic size pool at the seaside Paradise Hotel in San Diego, dangling her feet in the water, splashing bubbles. \u201cLook at them, Karthik, how silvery but transient these bubbles are. Is love too, evanescent?\u201d \u2013 @Siliconeer #Siliconeer #Fiction #DrRaghavendraRao #Literature \u201cPriya, don\u2019t say that,\u201d said Karthik. \u201cI\u2019m with&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"read-more-link\"><a href=\"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/pay-back-by-dr-raghavendra-rao\/\">Read More<\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":19,"featured_media":15920,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1079],"tags":[2356,32,140,2997,147],"class_list":["post-15979","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-literature","tag-dr-raghavendra-rao","tag-fiction","tag-literature","tag-pay-back","tag-siliconeer"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15979","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/19"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15979"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15979\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/15920"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15979"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15979"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siliconeer.com\/current\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15979"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}